heyyyyy...

it really have been a while since i last logged in to DA. damn.. it's been about 1 1/2 years. i really couldnt believe it really have been that long. and i just realized i havent post a single thing (deviant/scraps/journals/blog/etc..) online since.. over a year ago. i know i dont really blog that much online or even active in anything else except gaming online.. but to realize i havent done much in the past 1 and a half year kinda makes me feel weird. like.. where and what have i been doing?

looking back.. well i have been doing a lot of things. i chased my dream like a rampaging werewolf just to end up feeling like a poodle chasing his own tail. yet having gotten through that bumpy road i have to admit i really learned a lot. and to know that the sky that seem already in my grasp last time.. actually isnt the highest thing to aim for.

there are so many things beyond that.



i wanna create art again. my own art.